Grey is the sky filled with endless tears... rains neverending. Will they ever end? Silent is the artist's brush. A colorless world on a colorless canvas. Grey is the sky filled with rain. Empty is the poet's words. Without Soul. Without Light. Without Rhythm. Without Rhyme. Without Heart. Filled with Empty For the Last Time. The Last Time. Does the music still move with the dancers? Do the drums still beat and move the ocean's tide? Move the waters? Move the ocean? Mother Ocean drown me. Take from me Sorrow. Mother Ocean raise me. Take from me Shame. Take from me Regret. Anger. Hate and Rage. Mother Ocean drown me. Your son cries emptied inside. Emptied. Emptied. The tide has pulled from me all my strength... and will leave me cold and dead. They take. I give. They take. I give. They take. Give. Give. Give. Give... And still they need more to take. They. Colorless. They. Mother Ocean drown me. Mother Ocean raise me. Raise me above your waters so I may see the sun and feel the sky. Mother Ocean drown me once more before I die.

Oh Az..... This is so sad, my friend... I love you...

Well, my friend, my first comment got dumped into your Spam filter, I think. Either that, or you're moderating comments. Either way, though, thankyou for coming by and commenting on my "No Imposition" post; if you read Dee's blog, you'll understand better why I wrote that post. Her blog was the inspiration for it.

I wish you love and great happiness, my dear friend. You are loved...

Your words are poetry, such forelonging and sadness. Thanks for sharing the questions & thoughts many of us feel. If your words are about you and how you feel, I send you my positive thoughts for a resolution for happiness sooner than soon.

Thank you so very much for your supportive comments on my blog about Lily!
I send Big Grateful Hugs To You!
Wishing you the best of everything always!

wow you are down, Wish I could lift you up and fly you over that colorless world. You are such a talented gifted person just by being you color the world about you with love, joy and caring (and thats the truth) I know of giving till there is none left my friend, the good thing is a short rest and we are renewed to begin again (it is who we are even when we get totally sick of doing it) Just remember YOU ARE LOVED and let your natural self put some color in that world about you (you are beauty always in all you do)

Az, I am sending you lots of love and positive healing energy. You are not alone, my dear friend; you are loved more than you know, and you are loved by many. The gray will pass, sweetheart; the sun is merely hiding behind it, right now. We - your friends - are helping you pierce that grayness so the light can pour in and over you once again.

If you want or need to talk, just email me, dear one. My email is on my profile page, so don't hesitate to contact me, okay?