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LWM: Have a good break Robert and get done what you need, know I am thinking of you with much love
The Holly Tree: Monday, Nov. 9/09, 8:27am: I hope you're okay, Az. I've read your post, and I hope to see you on FB, at least...
Mystic Lady: Blessed Be, dear friend! I've missed you!
Dee: Wishing you a very Safe and Happy 4th of July weekend!
LWM: Az sorry havent gotten back to you, flare up on my disability it will pass. I am so glad you liked the box of Hope. What have you opened so far? Talk more when I feel better
LWM: by and read the new ALBs message if your interested
Dee: Surfing by to Wish you a magnificent week!
Dee: Just surfing by to say Hello and wish you a fabulous week!
LWM: Hello Lord Twerpiness how goes the week end for you, Eatting all the candy from the holidays??? Nothing much to say just a big Hug and kiss (did I tell ya I is sick lol) now ya got sick girl cooties.
Dee: I tried posting a comment a half dozen times, but for some reason my comment doesn't post...So, I'll leave you this tag to wish you a Happy Easter!
Dee: Just surfing by to Wish you a magnificent week!
LWM: Way crazy busy the week bur\t would love tot talk with you. I will e-mail you my number we can talk after this week if thats olk
lwm: I would need a bit more information on your spirit Az but I am getting a playful art loving spirit that loves standing next to you. I think you may have a connection with it through your creativie abilities. there more but I need more infor to validate it before I spit it out
shawno: Just stopping by to say hi... Have a great week S
LWM: Blessings to you by sometime soon
Kitten: *curls up on your lap and stays for a little while, before vanishing back into the shadows of pain*
Dee: Just dropping by to say hello and wish you a lovely weekend!
marybeth: was blog hoppn prayers for you
LWM: Happy V day sweet pea, love all the new picts. Yes Quan Yin looks more finished with the new sleeves. You are AMAZING!!!! hope you and Brighton have a wonderful dau
Mystic Lady: Hey Sexy! Witchy Love back atchya!! *hugs*
desktopgirls: Hi, blog hoping!
LWM: New ALBs Post Come Visits and have some wine or tea with me
Shawno: HAPPY NEW YEAR! Thanks for stopping by my place.
Jonella: HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY, HEALTHY, AND SAFE 2009! :)
GAYCANUCK: Merry XXXmas
Hazel Quinn: just popping by for a hello and to check if you've any new artwork. All the best ~Hazel
Azodnem: Don't you just spam? ~ Especially spam with such fabulous grammar.
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LWM: Hey Sweets, hows life treating you. ME? I am sitting here nicely waiting on Sekmet so I ca buy her and Bast together. Love ya,
Jonella: Hi Sweetie, How are you? Happy Thanksgiving! Cheers!
LWM: Hello!! Helllooo! (Knocking on the moniter screem) HEELLLOOOO! Anyone there? Where did you go??? Well have a good holiday!
LWM: WHAT no sekhmet yet???Where are you? why arent your little fingers bloody and wheres the patch of hair you should have torn out my now. Most of all Wheres Sekhmet??? Love ya bunches, now Work work work!
success: hi... i'm visiting u today. have a great day.
Mystic Lady: I'm back to BraveJournal!
GAYCANUCK: HAPPY HALLOWE'EN handsome... don't cast TOO many spells tonight... S
Jonella: Hi Sweetie, How are you? I love, love The Good Witch and A Wicked Lady. But why don't you have the copyright sign on your drawings? Happy Halloween!
Azodnem: Don't you just LOVE seeing impersonal spam on the tagboard of your blog?
PikaBucks: Ever think of monetizing your blog?
DiscreetZone: Wanna Shag?
GAYCANUCK1: Hey handsome... Yep, WONDER WOMAN RULES... Maybe you'll see me mugging for the cameras... NOT! Have a great day Shawno
a worn out ol wolf: I am here sweet pea, just old age creeping up on me making me move slower
katiebug: hey there, glad to have a wee look here. have a good one!
Serenity: Hi Azodnem. I have been away for a while and been busy. I love your artwork sweety. Very beautiful.
MEL: Hi! i'm just out blog hopping and i just happened to hop into yours,! Hope you have a great day! and don't be afraid to visit my site if you have time!!! ~~Mel~~
greenwizard: I enjoyed going through your work. I think it's great and hope you continue with your work for along time to come.
Jonella: Hi sweetie,How are you doing? Thanks for your kind words and for keeping in touch with me. Your art is oringinal and Awwwsomme! Coming from one artist to another, I can surely tell you to keep up the good work, darling. Take care and visit me anytime.
LWM: come on over and read my last 2 posts
LWM part 2 of cut up post: Ahh cut off the last word and ruined my exit. The last word should be CRONE, Gosh it looked so good in my head too!
Lady Wolfen Mists- one silly ol crone: WHAT no new poems? More!!! More I say, get that little hand to work and start putting out the words I seek. I want the insights in your head as they always give me something to think on. WRITE damn it, WRITE! I will be back and there better be some magnificant words here (see ya spoild me, I know you can do it so I expect it NOW) DO NOT DISAPPOINT ME (unless ya really have to then I understand) for you shall look good in green, so says this ol
Shawno: Just stopping by to say... WOOF!
LWM: Come by and read a touching story of Faith What an Amazing world we live in

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Monday, June 1st 2009

8:48 AM

Avoidance

  • Mood: Grey
I took a "Mental Health Day" on Friday... and frankly, legitimately needed one. I feel as though there is an "800 pound gorilla with an albatros on its shoulder" standing at the horizon looking at me. I need to completely disconnect from the world around me on Friday. This entire weekend. I have avoided the internet. Avoided blogs and blogging. Avoided MySpace. Avoided Facebook. Avoided my online shops. Avoided. Avoided. Avoided.

Ironically, some of the greater pressing issues in my head have miracously resolved themselves (almost) over the weekend. >Poof< There's still one though... the "gorilla"... and it's a BIG FUCKING GORILLA... but I'd rather not go into details. I'd rather not feed it... but I feel a resolution coming to this one too... by October.

I been avoiding my mother a lot lately too, and I feel the small gnawing bites of "guilt". I don't speak with her daily anymore. I don't rearrange my life or schedule to go see her every weekend anymore. Am I being vindictive? I hope not... I don't think so. I'm honestly not angry anymore. I just can't continue to do this dance with her.

They finally found and identified a medical condition in regards to my father. It's a localized infection he may have been fighting for quite some time. He's on antibiotics for that.

It's a nice quiet Monday here at work. I'm virtually alone on the floor. I'm going to go swing by a few blogs real quick and get to work.
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